[LOG OFF USER_ [lady_of_mizuho] ....]
[LOG IN USER_ [not-a-replica] ....]
[LOG IN SUCCESSFUL]

Asch... I wanted to apologize for taking so long. But, I'm ready to meet back up with you. I-- uh--... sorry I got upset with you. I'm better now. So whenever you're ready... I'll meet you in the park. I'll wait for you there... okay? I... really do want to go home.

[LOG OFF USER [not-a-replica] ....]

All of you guys know something and you're not telling me!! Tell me! Where did Guy go!? I want to to know! Why would he say nothing to me about him leaving.... I know I was in hiding for a bit.... waiting for Asch.... but he could have gotten in contact with me! WHY!? Why.... Damn it... Why Guy... why!? I thought we were friends before servant and master? Why...

Why.... would he want to leave....

[[Luke is thrown in shock about not being around for a while and suddenly getting the memo about Guy. Calm him down please.

And, oh, I'm somewhat back. AnimeNEXT was fun and I'll share pictures har har cosplaying as your RP character. I have a secret outfit to make for Otakon and after Otakon is over, THEN I'll officially be back.]]

Oh no...


[[Luke is back to normal and didn't quite remember things he said. So to remember, he just looked at his last entry.]]

... ... ...

Why does everybody hate me...?

Tear hates me because of what I told her from when I was a kid.
Guy probably still hates me for what my father did to his family...
Jade hates me because... actually, he doesn't need any more of a reason then that I'm a production of his past.
Natalia will hate me when she finds out....
Anise will hate me once she finds out what I told Florian to ask her.
Demyx probably hated me... that's why he left... and Myde too...
Shigure probably hated because I threatened to kill him... and probably the same with Marluxia...

And everyone else... probably does for some reason....


What the hell did I do wrong? I should have died with the other replicas that day. Why does this stuff always happen to me. All the times I had the chances to die, I should have. I'm a replica... I don't deserve to live!




Asch... please remind me of how important I am to you....

[[say hello to emo!suicidal!Luke]]

Screened from Natalia

I hate to part ways with you Asch, but there's something I need to take care of. And I have a feeling... there's something you need to take care of too. I love you. Wait for me okay? I'll be back to reunite with you soon.

[/end screen]

( Screened to Tear )

( Private and can be hacks, but CANNOT BE HACKED BY NATALIA )

I don't know what's going on anymore. I'm way too confused... First Asch and I switch bodies because of a hyperreasonance and then... I wake up and Asch was sleeping next to me... and I don't know how we got there...

I can't remember anything for the past... couple of weeks...

Except... ... ... ... Tear...
( Screened to Tear )

....

Why... why hasn't Luke and Guy come yet...? It's cold and... I'm hungry...

Luke... you... you didn't forget about me did you... A- Aiden doesn't want to be forgotten... ((sniffles))

Maybe Luke never liked me... ((sniffle)) ... ... ... I WANNA GO TO TEAR IS!! SHE'D NEVER FORGET ME!! ((starts wailing))

Hi!!! I'm Aiden!!! I don no whre I am but... I met all thse nice pepole!!! Tear an Luke an Guy an an.... tree other pepole... but I don no therr names.

Luke an Guy r playn hide and sek wih me!! Im hidin so don tell them whre I am!! I keedd to fine a hat. Luke zays Guy wnt b abll to tel us apark if I don hav one.

Tear!! Reembr yu promised to play wih me!! I wana go to teh park latr kay?

Aiden is gonin to wait for Luke an Guy. Luke an I lok a like but we don no why. Meyb were twinz an we don no it yet. I wana stay wih Luke... I like him a lot.




[[Translation if you will: Hi! I'm Aiden! I don't know where I am but.. I met all these nice people! Tear and Luke and guy and... three other people... but I don't know their names.

Luke and Guy are playing hide and seek with me. I'm hiding do don't tell them where I am! I need to find a hat. Luke says Guy won't be able to tell us apart if I don't have one.

Tear! Remember you promised to play with me. I wanna go to the part later. Okay?

Aiden is going to wait for Luke and Guy. Luke and I look alike but we don't know why. Maybe we're twins and we don't know it yet. I wanna stay with Luke... I like him a lot]]

........?

.............!!


((starts to cry))



[[Luke went out to go to find Asch and the Key or Lorelei. Something out there turned him into a kid. This is kid!Luke right after his.... well if I say that, it's a spoiler. Anyway, he doesn't where he is, he doesn't have a vocabulary well not a great one anyway and the only knows Guy and Natalia]]

Asch,

I am still in the hotel. Something happened to Guy and... he needs my help. So if you get this before I return, I'm in room [[insert ##### here]].

Sorry, it's an emergency.

Luke.

ps. If me not being there when you get back upsets you in anyway, I promise I'll make it up to you.

So everything is okay between me and Asch now. I'm really happy. And thanks for the day out Tear. It helped me to clear my mind.

This might be a little late, but has anyone heard from Demyx or Myde? I haven't heard from either of them for a while.



[[And yes, I know Myde and Demyx have been dropped by Kai and someone picked up Demyx. Except, Luke will probably be all like... WTF YOU'RE NOT THE DEMYX I KNEW! and stuff...]]

I don't know what happened... but I'm back??

Dist explained to me and Asch about what happened. I sort of remember something about remembering Asch's memories and being in his body, but that was it. I don't even remember the hyperreasonance.

But I guess everything is okay.

I guess I should say something like, "Sorry for the confusion?"

And um, Asch... can we... talk later? There's something I want to clear up and make sure between us.

Asch... no, Luke. I wish to speak with you. Do you have a moment of your time to spare?

So I've been told I am Luke. Yes?

The one named Asch... hm, I wonder about him.

I feel... I'm missing something important... like... apart of me is gone. Hm..


[[Since Asch!Luke basically rejected Luke!Asch, Luke 'doesn't exist'. Because of Asch's memories overtaking him and being emotionally unstable, Luke has a persona that is like Asch. So he'll go by the name Luke (but knows nothing about Luke), but still acts like Asch. I hope that makes sense]]

Why... why... am I....

Asch...?

Did this happen because of the memory replication Dist did.... There was a hyperreasonance... and then... I-

WHY...!!!!! WHY AM I IN ASCH'S BODY!?!?

no.... no... stop... his memories... stop it!! I don't want to see them.... STOP!!!!




[[In his depths of emo, Dist replicated Luke (and Guy's) memories by Jade's request in case Shigure comes after them. So... during the experiment, Dist did something to set off a hyperreasonance between Luke and Asch... ((ahem)), Luke is in Asch's body and all of Asch's memories are flowing into his mind]]

He lied... he lied to me... all this time...

I loved him... I still do... but this... it hurts....

He promised he come for me... and... he never did... and he never will.

It's funny... I'm a replica... why... do I look for things like love... I'm not even complete... not even a total human...

He was right... no one will ever love me... DAMN IT! WHY DID HE HAVE TO BE RIGHT!?



[[oh boy. here comes the walking and breathing emo machine. he's really upset... help?]]

......... you.......... you....................
( Lorelei, please be with us. )